IF IT IS A DREAM DON'T WAKE ME UP

If it is a dream, leave me to it, may i never wake up from it. I feel good and i did not feel this good in a long time, i am serene, calm, in peace with the world. Even tough i am far from home and from everything and everybody and i miss all my friends and things, i feel essentially wonderful. And it does not happen often. And it hadn't been happening for a long time. And i hope it is going to happen more often. Because i like it, oh boy i like it. I like HIM a lot, i am crazy for him. As all humans he is he not perfect, but his look and his soul looks stunning in my eyes. If i am not in love yet i am falling in love. And even if it will not go as i can hope i will know how much i am happy just now and will be in the future.